I have not been here for quite a while, i have no excuses. I think of you still everyday & wish that one last time you were able to wrap your arms around me & tell me that my head will sort out lol. Tablets do not work you always said that to me should have taken that advice. Smudge & Cookie still miss you i can tell, they always know the right time to cozy with me. As for meeko he is no angel he is defo reincarnated lol, dougie just got me puppy girl, Iv named her sookie im sure u will know why lol. I know that u are with me always, I feel ur love. It will be 2 years this friday, im sure i don't have to tell u though. I still miss u, i will always miss u & just as i said the boys always know the right time, cookie is now beside me at laptop... My heart still aches with losing u, I am very lucky to have found someone that understands how I feel about u & that those feelings will not disappear. They say that time is a great healer, I am not sure that this is very true as the pain of losing u is still very much the same, I am learning to deal with this day to day, that is all anybody can do. I hope that you & my nana are both very much at peace & I know that you both are no longer suffering the pain that you had when you were here. Love you babes forever & always xxxx