I miss u more than words can ever say, i need u to surround me with all of our love & then i would know i can make it through. Mum has always said that u were so good to me that i'm never going to be truly happy with anyone else i have relationship with. I miss all the little things u used to do, leaving notes on my pillow to wake up to, putting post-it notes around the house if u i was going to be home alone, running baths for when finishing work, having meals cooked or being taken for meals just because, i miss every single moment of our time together. i can only hope that u are still with me in spirit, i will always need u with me xxxxxxxxxx