My babes, a year has passed since you left this world, my heart still hurts very deeply not having you here to love. You were my world, i miss you every second of the day & the night. Without you life is very hard, you were the one person that knew how i felt all of the time! The boys still miss you like crazy, cookie & smudge both have been looking after me. Meeko is a mummys boy - i know i spoil them, I am doing my best to carry on living life, easier said than done!!! I hope that you are truly without pain, that is what i keep telling myself. I will deeply miss you always & forever, Loved with all of my heart for eternity xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx