Hey babes, there's so much to say & u r not here!! People have told me it gets easier, but i really don't feel that is how it is, with every day that passes i miss u more I have no idea how i have managed this far without u!! I have tried to convince myself i can feel u holding me, that u r here with me. Smudge & Cookie r still missing there dad like crazy, cookie won't come in the bedroom he is mostly lying beside ur ashes. Smudge doesn't go out a lot he being a big mummy's boy lol. Meeko is the kitten, he's helped a lot keeping me busy lol, they r all best buds now been hard work!! I'll love you forever & alway babes xxxx