Hey babes im trying to get myself motivated, it's not easy. You were my reason for every day, the house is a tip & OMG the garden i don't know where to start!! Today iv sorted ur clothes into a big holdall (iv no idea wot to do next) Im so lost without u here, if u can try & give me a kick up the arse!! All im doing is sitting here crying, i know u would be telling me to stop, i just wish u were holding me in ur big strong arms. Please babes i love you forever & always xxxxxxxxxxxxxx